Shameless Fangirl.

theunfathomable Asked: "losing all the new friends that you've just made...but that's kinda the grown decision you might have to make. If they're truly your friends, they'll understand, and they'll keep in touch. I know it sounds like a tough decision now (it's not even my decision and I was freaking out when I read the post) but think about the consequences of not making the decision now...you don't want to regret not making the move and being stuck in other financial problems."

Answer:

Thanks, Samia. Yours is one of the opinions I value the most. I think that’s the decision I’ll probably end up making out of fear, but I’m going to try to get the hell out of there as fast as I can. And that’s going to mean saving up money.
Part of me regrets ever coming here in the first place, but then part of me is so grateful I’m here. I’ve had fun. I got a job and met some amazing people. It was all starting to seem normal and now I have to pick back up and do it again.

And I feel terrible because JUSTIN feels terrible about it all, but I keep urging him to go to Colorado because above all else, I just want what is best for him.

Thanks so much for your advice and support